Discouraged & Unmotivated
February 19, 2005 | In: Personal
Today is Saturday and I didn’t get out of bed until 1:30 PM. My home is in disorder, with bits of paper all over the floors (this is the cat’s fault), and a few piles in my office and living room. Oh, lets not forget all the clothes stacked on my bedroom floor and the body (ass) hair that manages to accumulate on my toilet. Sorry for the gross visual there.
I’m in the middle of trying to sort out my life, again. This past week brought the end of yet another romantic relationship, leaving me feeling very discouraged. Work has been stressful, too. It’s very tiresome to work with people who are never happy with their jobs. Plus, I can not stand being crammed in to that small room with three other people. I’m eager for us to move to the new building where I might get my own cubicle, if I’m lucky.
I’m going to grab a trash bag and start throwing out things. Getting this place in some kind of decent order will make me feel better. I also get wait for Spring. I’m sick of it being cold here.



